I'm tired.

Here's my issue:
I'm so tired today. I can't seem to get my mind out of the sleep fog. I swear I'm still dreaming. My bed and my pillows are calling me wanting to know when I'll be home. This morning I opted not to take a shower (even though I workout hard last night) because all I wanted was to sleep in. I drug myself out of bed and remembered our coffee maker at work isn't working. CRAP! Within a few minutes, I started feeling sick. I know it's not really sick, it's tired sick. Then I see Shayne still sleeping in bed. Lucky! Now I'm forced to remember the following:
1. I don't have a physically demanding job
2. I only work 8 hours a day
3. I have no children
Now I feel guilty. I see how hard my BF works and how he's so tired every day but still gets up and goes and works 12 hour days. Then I see my friends who are mothers/fathers. I'm proud of them. They have now sacrificed their sleeping in for their children and I'm not quite ready to do that. I guess I'm just going to be selfish for a second. I want to sleep, I need to sleep, my body is shutting down. I want to be ready for this race on Saturday (did I tell you I have another race?)but more importantly, I want to keep my eyes open at work. No coffee for me today, even my stomach hurts. Ugh! I will sleep on Sunday, all day and I don't even care if I am called lazy. This gal is desperate for some serious zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Good night